Me

It's been awhile,
since I could be proud.
and
It's been awhile,
since I have been loved.

And, everything I remember,
is fucked up as I know it.

Look at this face,
the stories there I cannot erase.

It's been awhile,
since I had purpose.
and
It's been awhile,
since I was comfortable in my skin.

And, everything I remember
is pathetic, poetic, and just SICK!

It's been awhile,
since I had something to love.
and
It's been awhile,
since I felt this way.

So I close this chapter
of my ever changing life.

I'm on the outside,
and I'm looking in,
I see who you are,
your true colors,
and your ugly,
ugly like me.

~

I have her now,
I need nothing else.
I have never been so happy,
since I've been with you.

It will soon be
that we are together.
and
It will soon be
that I marry her.

~

It's been awhile
since I've thought I had a future.
and
It's been awhile
since I have been...

ME